About Me
I am a geek & gamer. I am a hemophiliac. I am also a fan of the Boise State Broncos, Star Wars, id Software and nerdcore music.
Hemophiliac Archive
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BleedFree T-Shirts
Posted on 14 October, 2012 | No CommentsAnd here they are!! The first BleedFree t-shirts!! Only $20 each, a portion of every sale will be donated to the National Hemophilia Foundation. Men’s Heavyweight T-Shirt Classic-cut pre-shrunk cotton... -
Sometimes
Posted on 12 October, 2012 | No CommentsSometimes. I have the impulse to stand outside and just stare upwards, stare into space for a while until everything about me becomes a sea of calm. Sometimes. I like... -
I’m Just As Normal As You
Posted on 10 October, 2012 | 1 CommentI’d like to approach a subject here that’s been present in our community for quite some time and unfortunately isn’t always dealt with as openly and honestly as it could... -
Words
Posted on 7 October, 2012 | No Comments“Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.” We teach this saying to our children, hoping to give them a security blanket. Something to remind... -
Accepting Me
Posted on 6 October, 2012 | No CommentsI’ve tried to live without an ego for too long now. I grew so fearful of hurting others, from the shame I felt in doing so a couple times –... -
A Pain To Remember
Posted on 25 September, 2012 | No CommentsI listened to my mom for a change. I listened to my friends as well. Instead of letting my ego rule, I listened to other people’s opinions. I looked at... -
A New Path
Posted on 25 September, 2012 | No CommentsToday I am taking a step. And another one. The path has started clearing up and looking far less scary than it first did. I had to get absolutely lost... -
At A Crossroad
Posted on 24 September, 2012 | No CommentsSo tired. So stressed. I wonder which one comes first? It feels like there is no single brain cell in my head not involved in thinking. I haven’t been able... -
I Hate Me
Posted on 8 September, 2012 | No CommentsI battle depression. I’m not crazy. I’m not dumb. I don’t want to die, but I often feel like I want to take my own life. I am not dangerous... -
Ignoring The Bleeds
Posted on 6 August, 2012 | No CommentsI was born a Hemophiliac at a time when medical care for Hemophilia was crap. I grew up in the 1970s & 80s, living in fear of tainted Factor VIII...